Ever had that feeling .....

that you are talking and never heard? Very frustrating ...

Seems to me, if you know that something hurts/bothers someone you care about, and you had it in your power to resolve what was hurting them then you would do it?!?  Maybe that's just me though.

Then again, sometimes I wonder if we allow ourselves to focus on something that is really no big deal to the point that it becomes a big deal to us? For me, the matter at hand is pretty important - but maybe to others it isn't anything major. Who knows, I guess that is why God didn't give any of us the ability to read minds. It does hurt though ...

Anywho ...

I have been researching schools, degree's, financial options, job outlooks, salary potential and everything else you can possibly think of all day long today. For ten years now I have either worked, went to school or worked and went to school so this doing neither is about to drive me crazy!! It is funny, when I graduated high school I knew exactly what I wanted to do ... I was going into marketing and I was going to travel the world with an amazing job in marketing for some Fortune 500 company. Life takes over and I for the most part have managed to get every pre-credit that I need out of the way for my actual degree program but I honestly have NO IDEA what I wanna do. Maybe I am trying to follow to many dreams? Is that possible? I want to help others, I know that much, and I know that I want security and good income for my family. But I am honestly at a crossroads .. nursing; I can't start until Fall of 2013, marketing; a lot of traveling involved and I really don't want that now that I have kids, teaching; income is eh, but the schedule is great! How about the long term outlook though? I'd hate to go to school and then find no job! But on the flip side I can get a lot of assistance by doing my teaching degree and the fact that I really want to teach middle grade science is a plus because there is a shortage in that area. So teaching it is. Figured out the school and got all the stuff in line to start in March so I guess that makes it a pretty productive day. Yes, I like to have things planned and researched just a bit if you couldn't tell....

As crazy as it sounds, I feel like I have taken to many wrong turns in life and I just want to take the right turn this time.

“Make the decision, make it with confidence, and the world will be yours.” - Jaren L. Davis