You would think after awhile I would learn my lesson on things - but I never do! I've been working really hard over the past few months to say not hold things in when they are bothering me, and usually I do good. But then again, I'm so dang happy that it hardly ever happens that I have something to say! Which is a good thing. But for a few months now something was starting to get to me and I didn't know how to talk about it, didn't know how to get it out so that it was understood just how much I was hurt by it. Funny thing is, when I actually got up the nerve to get it out it really wasn't that bad. And now I know that my feelings are known, my reasoning is known, and it's not mine to dwell on anymore. And, I have the assurance that what I thought was the cause, wasn't at all :) Go figure. I can see a light at the end of a tunnel and it isn't a train coming straight for me either!! Just crossing my fingers that a promise isn't broken!
And on the theme of "Just do it", today starts operation F.F.F. (Fit for Fall). I dread this ... even though I know as soon as I get myself in the routine of doing it then I will love it, but gosh it is sooooo hard to get myself started. So, I am going to hold myself accountable here. 1200/ cals a day, lots of water, and workout at least 1 hr a day, 6 days a week. I spend that much time sitting on a computer or watching TV, so no "time" excuses either. I have my goal in mind, I know what size I want to get too and that's where I am going to be even if it kills me.
Kids are out of school today for the MLK holiday so I think we may hit up a few thrift stores. I have several project in mind that I want to start. And I have my canning guide in hand, as well as planting info, so I am going to pick up a few things for that today as well. Ahh busy, fun day - just how I like it :)
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