just how much I HATE dieting. It's so stressful! I am trying so hard to stay under my 1200 calories, to the point of measuring and couting every single thing I put in my mouth and logging it, but I have found that I am actually having a hard time even getting to my 1200 now. Which, from all the things I read, is even worse. Good grief. Then I am starving and just want to eat everything in sight. It's terrible. BUT, in order to be the size I want to be and to be F.F.F. I gotta do this.
Oh and I am over winter. I hate cold weather, it makes me miserable. I am ready to get out and play. I think that is all my gumble for the day.
On the flip side I am beyond excited about the runaway weekend that I have planned next month!! Four whole days, me and my baby, no kids ... no internet (yes dear I said no internet!) and if I could get away with it, no phones but I think that is stretching it. I can.not.wait! We are even going to do a zip-line tour! Ekkkk :) Honestly though, just having uninterupted time with him is what I am most looking forward to. It can't come fast enough!!
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