Sometimes the best of dreams are just sad reminders that they are just that, a dream. Not reality. Its starting to feel like the reality is that my dream will stay just that, a dream. But, I have to stay positive and continue to move ahead tackling the dreams I do have control of. I hate broken promises though, and I am pretty sure that is what I am about to face soon.
On a brighter note, the weather is supposed to be pretty nice this week and hopefully by the weeks end *fingers crossed* I will have a new little nephew here to snuggle and love on. Hurry up Brier, I wanna meet you :) The days are counting down until our mini-runaway too! Yay!
I have been working hard on cutting the calories and working out. It feels good to finally be getting myself into the routine again. I am ready to feel better about myself. I hate that whole "not pretty enough" feeling. You should always feel pretty, no matter what I know - but I gotta get my butt in gear so I can really feel it!
February is almost here, meaning my last month of freedom for a very long time. March means the start of school, and a very full load of classes all the way through until I graduate. It's time to get it done, so I am going to enjoy the last few weeks of freedom, and then hit it head-on. In the meantime, me and my little man are going to get some lunch, pay some bills and get momma a new set of eyes, er um contacts.
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